SHROOMS SENT ME TO HELL

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In this video, I share the story of how my highest-dose psilocybin (shroom) trip at 18 years old took me through what felt like my own personal version of hell — emotionally, spiritually, and mentally.

This wasn’t just a psychedelic trip; it was a full-blown ego death experience triggered by a massive 4-gram dose taken in one of the worst settings possible: my childhood home, with my family nearby, surrounded by chaos. The trip spiraled from deep dissociation and intense visuals to the sensation of being trapped in a timeless void. I vividly remember seeing the sky turn red, like a scene from Berserk, and feeling like I had truly entered another dimension.

Despite the darkness, the experience transformed me. It was terrifying, overwhelming, and absolutely life-changing. I faced deep-seated fears about death, identity, body image, relationships, and eternity — and came out on the other side with clarity I didn’t expect.

If you’ve ever had a deep psychedelic journey, you’ll relate. If you’re curious or planning to try shrooms, consider this a very real cautionary tale about set and setting, dosage, and the spiritual depth of psilocybin mushrooms.

This is not a glorification — it’s a real story of shadow work, healing, and rebirth.